Number 4 you ask, what were 1, 2 & 3? I've been all over
the place since August 16th, rarely at home for longer than a week. First I
drove my eldest down to Chapel Hill...what was supposed to be a leisurely 7 or
8 hour journey with a lunch stop in Annapolis, turned into 11 hours detouring
down the Eastern Shore and across the Chesapeake Bay Bridge near Norfolk because the bridge at Annapolis was shut down
due to an accident. Of course we did manage to find a great Latin restaurant in
Easton MD...Billy and I will always find a good place to eat! We established
him in his first apartment (in the US) and then I returned home, only to leave
two days later to take my younger son back to college and into his first (and
hopefully only) off campus house. After returning home for a week and half, there was a
quick trip to the beach for a night and now I'm back at the shore again.
So this morning I walked the beach. Now that schools have
started, the beach was deserted at 8:30 in the morning. As I walked I thought
of my dad, who would stop and examine shell after shell. I have difficulty
keeping myself focused on the walk and not picking up shells as I go. As I
walked, with the rumble of the waves and the shrieks of the seagulls to keep me
company, I observed the detritus of the ocean...shells of all types: clams,
oyster, mussels, scallops, conch...some pristine, many worn away. There were various crab
fragments: sand crabs, horseshoe and blue crab. And disturbingly there were
shards of glass; not the picturesque sea-worn sea glass, but scattered chunks of freshly
broken glass The beach had a smattering of jellyfish, pancake sized.
Not enough to make walking difficult but enough that I had to stay focused on my
steps. And then there was the foot prints...tennis shoe imprints in determined
lines, a few barefoot tracks and the light imprints of the birds, going
willy-nilly in chaotic patterns across the sand. The focus on my steps and what I was observing
was almost yoga-like in that it took me out of myself, concentrating only on
what was in front of me.
On the first half of the trek I followed in the wake of
another walker. We kept the same pace but every once and a while I would draw a
little closer and I felt an almost awkward force field...how close do you get
before you feel like a stalker? So I backed off. I started getting warm so I walked through the
tidepools to cool off, kicking up the water as I walked, feeling like
Christopher Robin in the Hundred Acre Wood playing in puddles.
On the walk up the beach, it was clear. I could see at least
a mile or two up to the pier. I turned around to return home and half way back
I looked behind me and I felt as if I was in a Game of Thrones episode. A bank
of fog was following me down the beach and eventually swallowed me up. I could
barely see up the dunes as I made my way off the beach...
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